You know I really never realized how fucking shitty life is. I’ve been as positive as possibly lately I’ve been working on becoming emotionally stable just to have all that progress fucked up in one day. I fucking hate everyone. Why do you have to make my life so difficult. Why don’t we all just leave each other the fuck alone! I need a cigarette. And I’m about to beat the shit out of someone cause This is complete bullshit. Have we made it our own goal to fuck up our whole family. Our blood. We make their lives miserable. I tell you everyday and you continue to put everything of you continue to make my life a living hell.